Prologue:

 

         Rose disembarked the Carpathia, keeping her head down to avoid the camera’s and her mother and ex-fiancee.  She never wanted to see neither of them again.  Pulling the coat Cal had forced on her closer around her shivering shoulders, Rose continued on through the crowd and out onto the dark streets of New York City to embark on a new life.  If she had looked back, she would have seen a familiar figure go the opposite direction, but she didn’t so she started her journey alone and heartbroken. 

 

         Jack Dawson continued to the trainstation.  He had searched everywhere for Rose, but there was no sign of her.  So after the journey on the Carpathia that seemed to have lasted forever, he decided to end his wandering and return to his hometown of Chippewa Falls.  He had friends there, plus his parents house was still standing.  He could stay there and mourn for Rose and decide  what he was going to do next.  Signing he disappeared into the darkness, unaware that Rose was alive and well, going by his name and heading for a different part of town.

 

Nine months later…

 

         Rose yawned, tired after the long hours she had spent.  Hours giving birth to the baby of the only man she had ever loved.  It was a bit of a surprise when she had ran into Molly Brown in New York after disembarking the Carpathia three months earlier.  She had never expected to see anyone from high society again.  When she came face to face with the older woman she had fainted, dead away.  When she woke up, she was in a doctor’s office and was told she was three months pregnant and to take it easy.  Molly took over from there.  She had taken Rose to Denver with her to live, agreeing to keep Rose’s survival a secret from everyone.  As far as anyone knew her name was Rose Dawson, a distant cousin of Molly’s who had run upon some bad luck and Molly was helping her get back on her feet again.   

 

         The next six months flew by.  Rose shopped and readied herself for the new arrival by day and by night she was closed up in her room, mourning Jack.  Remembering each and every moment they had spent together and wished that their baby could know it’s father. 

 

         And now the birth was over with and she had a perfect baby son named Robert, after her father.  She would have named him Jack, but she thought it’d be too painful.    Slipping out of bed she glided over to the crib and picked her son up into her arms. 

         “Hey there Robbie.  How are you doing?  I know, you miss daddy don’t you?  I do too.  I wish you could have known him Robbie.  He was perfect in everyway.  Someday I’ll find you a new daddy, but not yet.  I’m afraid mama’s not ready to love anyone besides you and Auntie Molly right now.”

         Carrying the baby out onto the balcony outside her room, Rose lifted the baby up towards the stars.  “Look Jack!  This is your son Robert Jack Dawson.  He’s perfect Jack!  Thank you so much!  We love you and miss you!”

         “Rosie?  What are you doing out here darlin?  It’s cool and you’ve just given birth too,” Molly came out and guided Rose back into the room.

         “I was showing Robbie to Jack.  Oh Molly, I wish Jack could have seen Robbie.  He would have loved him.”

         “I know he would have darlin.  I know,” Molly wrapped a warm comforting arm around Rose when the young woman began crying once again for her lost love. 

         “Oh Molly, what am I going to do now without him?”

         “Do what you’ve been doing along Rosie.  Survive darlin.  That’s what you’re gonna do.  Survive.”

 

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